So realty hit me hard last week when my boss called me into his office and told me i was getting laid off. I cannot say i was really surprised, our company has been slow for months now, but i was still shocked to hear the words. I cried a lot last Thursday. I think the hardest part of the day was saying good bye to my boss, DB. I really never imagined having to say to good bye to him. He was/is a great friend who got me thru some really hard stuff the last few years. He reminded me a lot of my ex husband and made me realize that there might still be a good man out there. I would take DB, except of course he is married. LOL
I have decided to return to being a stay at home mom for as long as I can. I think it will be good for me and may help me decided where to go from here. My job was supposed to be a stepping stone to something better and instead i stayed there for 5 years. Totally placated by the flexibility it offered me with kids but at the same time totally dreading the drive in and my hours spent there. I see this opportunity to stay home as a rebuilding time for me. I am five years recovered from my marriage falling apart and now i think its time to heal my soul.
Not sure what route i am gonna take on this blog. For now writing will be therapeutic i am sure... i don't care if anyone reads this. I just need to get the words out i guess.
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